every little thing ; .

Friday, March 30, 2007

i hate myself. getting so emo nowadays..

hais.

i know there's a problem...

isit with me?

i tried to open my eyes...
but i'm blinded by the white light..

when's the last time i laugh Really heartily..
or did i ever have a first time?

i just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

i'm hanging by a thread
i wan to start this over again
so i tried to go..
back onto a time..
where nth matters..

and i cant explain what happen

and i..

cant....
erase the things tat i've done.

nel..get a hold of urself.
Quick.
...

5th april. for the last time i hope

Enuf of all these shit.

5:51 AM
alone?

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

haven been bloggin for quite a while

i need to find that momentum

i guess i am.

deep down inside i know...

drowned by it...
i guess as the tides rise they will grab on to anything available to keep themselves afloat.

go nel go.

3:46 AM
alone?

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Jia ying, Tueston and Me! JIAYING IS EXTRA =XX

8:46 AM
alone?

i thought it would all end yesterday and now they tell me 14 June

wtf
wtf
wtf

just how long will it take la

16 years

i've had enough.

what do u guys know.
u're not me.
the agony. the annoyance. the fucked up feelin.

u ok?
yea
and obviously i'm not.

but what can i do?

8:42 AM
alone?

Sunday, March 11, 2007

something's wrong

or isit just me?

i need some light

seriously.

go.go.go...

6:46 AM
alone?

Thursday, March 8, 2007

some parts are from see yuen's blog

Everyone has a story to tell
When isit my turn?

Listen to my story
This may be my last chance...

Please

6:20 AM
alone?

CHOICES

and so..after much pondering

4H2.

i wont regret i hope.

It's cliche la.

it isin't that perfect after all.
Whats perfect?

2 mths over 4 years.
call me selfish
but i care.
i seriously do.

CROSSROADS

i'll make it thru.
I'll.

isit just me?

u suck i suck.
somehow it hurts
and u guys just piercing it thru

one day i'll break down. i really would.

RPGRPG..
it always ends perfectly.
I know my will.

6:09 AM
alone?

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

really...somethings in life are ironic..(how many times have i said that?)

now i understands how a MIDDLEMAN feels.

so they burst.

like i did.

it's tough..
and today..i've noticed...

it's only frens that are close to us that we normally quarrel with..
the closer u are to a fren..
the more flaws u seem to see in him or her..
i guess it's true..at least today

adding on the fact that we watch Pursuit of Happyness today?
so ironic la...zzz

..seriously...

Nicholas
Daniel
Soon Kiat
Nigel
Jiong Guang

u guys will be missed =) all the best to nick and dan for their appeals.

who's there?nobody. hee.

PURSUIT of happyness?
yes..cos we cant be happy.
pursuit is the closest way we can get to it.
just my opinion though.

Fiend?

i'll fight.

My life's an RPG..

7:41 AM
alone?

Monday, March 5, 2007

end of pae..

so soon tt i hasnt realised it..

it wasnt tt bad...on the other hand...i'll miss some ppl..seriously.

haha..all the fun we had..ponning lessons..jia ying's scare..bai hang bangs..me zi lianing..zzz.

if there isin't an ending...all these wouldn't be tt memorable..will they?

bunch of great guys...

Gerald

Daniel

Lawson

Nicholas

John

Ja Yang

and so on and so forth. the whole of 27/07

life's ironic..am i posting this so as to let me remember them for life?

watever. so life moves on.

and here it begins...Jae.

cos suicide sounds so tempting..

somethings in life are ironic.

just ironic

ya.

7:01 AM
alone?

Sunday, March 4, 2007

after much careful consideration...
i've decided to create YET another blog.

however this blog is created not on a happy mood..

too many things on my mind

i need a breather.

u move on, because there's nthing else u can do

i guess some things are not within my control.

i can only watch

and

hope.

5:06 AM
alone?