Sunday, May 20, 2007

so long didnt blog. and when i do blog


it's because i'm sad.


reason? i dunno too.

term 2 coming to an end...
to think i've been in a jc for like half a year? whoo hoo.
i made it somehow...



with bruises all over.

life's a 90 degree twist over the corner...
and it really hurts.

flunged physics spa. its easy to say to move on but its hard to preach la.
wat if u were me?

hais.
somehow i dun feel i have a home.
zZz.


bottling everything to myself really hurts
but i have to la. hais

emo emoing emoed.

other than the physics spa..
somehow when monday comes....
i'll be already looking forward to fridays....
and when friday comes...
i feel like going to sch cos i'm sick of my house..do i even have one?
and this viscous cycle goes again...

How ironic.

what do i really wan?
and..my sis's becoming someone i dun even know...hais. what can i do?
i'm a junior..but somehow it hurts me to think she cant think right.
hais..
i've tried my best.
pls change..to the one i know last time.


hais.

cos suicide sounds so tempting.
perhaps someday i really would.


o man what am i thinking.
hais.

pretence starts tml...again.

i need some brace.