and am so disaapointed that the fuckin compo which i spent a fuckin cb 2.5 hours to write is out of point.
to think chinese compo is my strength NEL WAKE UP LA it's not the same anymore...
i'm really tired... sometimes i really feel i'm going crazy on the verge of breakin down.. really.
no one cares no one understands. mayb becos i'm a cancerian deep in thoughts. and i really cant open up to anyone call me a cynic.. but.. mayb i'm afraid of rejections
and sometimes... mayb i have too high an expectations.. but the things they say hurt me. mayb they are just kidding mayb they dun mean it mayb i'm petty mayb i cant stand jokes mayb its the truth
but
deep down inside. it hurts. stop the mocking. i hate it
the one who always wear a smile on their face is not neccessary the happiest ones. at least it's the truth for me. the agony. it hurts and mayb i'm weak.
yes weak.
i'm tired.. i really am going crazy.
u...so busy with ur cca. i cant tell u my probs u...i seriously cant relate to u despite being frens for 2 years u...u'll just laugh at me la if i tell u my probs. u...i guess time will see whether i can relate to u.
haiz...i'm sorry guys.
cos it sounds so tempting. and here it comes again my future is so bleak.
doing all i can. to be a better man i am really trying REALLY. i need some light.
and am so disaapointed that the fuckin compo which i spent a fuckin cb 2.5 hours to write is out of point.
to think chinese compo is my strength NEL WAKE UP LA it's not the same anymore...
i'm really tired... sometimes i really feel i'm going crazy on the verge of breakin down.. really.
no one cares no one understands. mayb becos i'm a cancerian deep in thoughts. and i really cant open up to anyone call me a cynic.. but.. mayb i'm afraid of rejections
and sometimes... mayb i have too high an expectations.. but the things they say hurt me. mayb they are just kidding mayb they dun mean it mayb i'm petty mayb i cant stand jokes mayb its the truth
but
deep down inside. it hurts. stop the mocking. i hate it
the one who always wear a smile on their face is not neccessary the happiest ones. at least it's the truth for me. the agony. it hurts and mayb i'm weak.
yes weak.
i'm tired.. i really am going crazy.
u...so busy with ur cca. i cant tell u my probs u...i seriously cant relate to u despite being frens for 2 years u...u'll just laugh at me la if i tell u my probs. u...i guess time will see whether i can relate to u.
haiz...i'm sorry guys.
cos it sounds so tempting. and here it comes again my future is so bleak.
doing all i can. to be a better man i am really trying REALLY. i need some light.
